No Baby Yet

I have been stalling on writing a post as I thought I would have something more exciting to share. Life without work and without a baby is interesting. Not really in the real'interesting' sense of the word but in the sarcastic 'interesting' sense of the word...if you know what I mean.

Every cramp is met with a thought of, "Maybe this is it...no I don't think it is". Or, "Oooh that hurt, maybe that means....no, I don't think it does". It is a wierd concept to want to feel pain as it will indicate the start of this process. I think I'm going to fall off my rocker when it actually happens.

Other than the fact that I'm going to give birth to a talking, walking, no need for potty training two year old with long hair, I'm doing great. Seriously, I am doing well. I am huge (which is to be expected) and fatigued (also probably pretty normal) but still moving and walking every day. I am finding that yoga class is my saving grace. I love yoga so much.

I am so grateful to all of my lovely friends and family who are keeping me busy and full of positive thoughts. I am told to cherish this waiting time, however that concept is a little more challenging than one might expect. I am waiting to bring into this world what everyone says is the best experience of one's life. But, I supposed to be grateful that it isn't here yet because of all of the changes that accompany that arrival. It is a catch 22.

Today I am off for a walk with my lovely aunt. My mom and I will probably talk 3 times...about the fact that I'm still not in labor. And I will submit to my daily nap which is something I am certain to miss shortly.

We are hoping that I will be induced this weekend if nothing happens before our midwife appointment tommorow. Keep your fingers crossed.

Stay tuned....